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God grant me the strength...

I'm on my way to pick up my son in a little bit.  I've got this whole mature speech planned out.  The problem is, that I know that no matter how hard I try to remain calm and mature, he's going to piss me off so bad that I'm gonna end up ranting like a crazy bitch.  Why the hell do they even have that song "crazy bitch"?  There's nothing good about a crazy bitch, or the fact that some people can drive you to scream like one!

Must bite my tongue!  Must repress the urge to get drawn into the drama!
Say my speech, say my speech, say ONLY my speech, then walk away...
and no matter what!  Do not let him drag me down to his level!!!!
He no longer has that kind of power over me!!!

FUCK HIM!!!

 
OK, having said that, you guys send me some good karma, strength, prayers...I'll take whatever you got!!! 

I told y'all that you guys were in trouble now...see I've already posted several times in less than a week ;-).

~Hugs


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sidhemeabh
Feb. 17th, 2009 09:06 am (UTC)
yay!!! good to see you posting here ;) well I hope it went well and you set him straight! LOL what a rash of crap that was. LOL omg.

(((Hugs)))

~~~Maevey xo
Now I need to go make an actual post. :P ha ha
lunares69
Feb. 17th, 2009 11:16 pm (UTC)
Well...
...it didn't go over the way I planned it in my head. He pulled a mind-scramble on me and began the conversation by apologizing :|. I just can seem to make myself be a bitch unless I'm backed in a corner. I hate confrontation...ugh! At least I did say everything I planned, just not the way I planned it, and it ended with..."one more time and that's it". I suck at being mean...
sidhemeabh
Feb. 20th, 2009 01:00 pm (UTC)
Re: Well...
well I think you did really good considering. The adult in you was able to adapt to the situation. Probably better youp responded the way you did for Little Roberts sake in the long run.

The 'one more time' warning is fine too. Just stick to it. LOL

Kudos to you anyway. :D ((Hugs))
~~~Maevey xo
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